
My hand
Palm down
Travels
The breadth
Of your stomach
Held aloft
By the soft fuzz
Of hair
Raised by static
Looking
For an anchor
On which
I can stay
Finding none
We pull to each other
Too close
Too hard
Attempting union
Some other way
And as your hand
Misses mine
Your shock
Of auburn hair
Flashes once
Caught on wind
We grasp
Brace ourselves
And fall into it
He is an old man,
More over,
He is a dying man.
Who once,
Long before
I am conceived
Straddled mountains,
Won over women,
And left his family for them.
Now he is straddled
Swallowed up
By the tiny expanse,
Of his hospital bed.
His breath drawn
Held tight like canvas
Under the arched cathedral
Of his ribs.
Trembling with
The pressure of a hundred voices
Trying to make physical
The blank howl
In which age
Has wrapped
His once sharp mind
Finally he is overcome and the eyes
Put fourth and paint huge voyages
Across the void of his cheeks
Until ashamed they hide,
In crumpled folds of skin.
No longer the master
Of his own body and space.
He is asked if he knows who I am
Fragile, tragic and human
He draws into himself and considers
“You are like us"
Here I am
Trying to write
A poem
About blossom
And I’ve run out
Of cigarettes
It’s much too late
And all tonight’s smoke
Has faded blue
Around the ceiling
And of course
I can’t think
Of anything
That I can write
That might
Do it justice
And anyway
It would probably
Just end up
Being about you
It seemed the whole world lauded us this morning
We were it’s first born
And it was proud
Dumb, coy and awkward we presented ourselves
And for you I felt a genuine affection
Our work is to create a language
That justifies this all
The fresh pigment of spring
And how it poured fourth and sang
Bold and saturated
In greens and blue
From the nocturne
Of countless nights before
Everything was new and this felt like a beginning of things